Senses Enhanced

bicycle rides can do it.


wrote this at the parkway last night...

“Well I don’t know where I am exactly.
-I hear swift rubber wheels with dull engines coasting the cement, over that I hear pouring liquid and plush, plash, glup and glap, the smooth, heavy trickle of our source of wet. Beyond that I head the mumble of a muffled attempt at voice colliding with the coinciding zoom and vroom of heavy round machines that are the icon of power.
-I smell the blandness of white smoke from a tobacco burn and the too familiar drift of wet earth and toxic air.
-I taste the dry shag of fire and desire. And the after taste of burnt satisfaction lingers shortly.
I see a simple and natural flip of lightness. I see the flash and stream of color-infused light; I see the organic longitude of wood and bush intertwined with the dark shadows of iconic mass. I see the trails of once whole, steady sources of bright dreams, only to see which produce a magical aura of prismatic peace. I see the collapsed concept of built structure in completion to residential belief, back-shadowed by the vast infinite of deep, whole, Wonder, accompanied by drifting lasers enthralling puffs of galactic waste; which we coin
beautiful mundane.

And I feel, I feel...

I feel alone, full,
And notoriously sure.


Iwantamilkshake.
MC8|9|09”

believe, and let be.

and go.


go, go, go!


and still.

so it's been blasting all over the place,

"I like to think, that if I no longer want an arm, or if I want three, then I can do it.


It was discovered recently to I, that BELIEF is the strongest human power/capability/privilege/whathaveyou. Once you can believe it, you will a) believe it and therefore be in peace with that, but also in Believing, one is letting go of the hold on waiting for the “actual” or “reality” to follow. And the combination of the power of letting go and believing, is like pouring magic sprinkles on your life, and everything just falls into place.


I trust my world so much. I don’t try to control anything. But I do put all my power and belief into believing what I want to be and exist around me, this way it essentially will happen.

And if it doesn’t, if I don’t get the job I had been strongly set on, or the book I read didn’t impact me as positively as I believed it would, then I ACCEPT and get excited that there is something else, which will. And now I am believing again.

Yes, it is a forever process, but it is one that feels good, can be applied to everything, and makes life fun.

So...shiiit. Might as well, huh?

I’d like to think so.

I *believe so,

Mimi (july292009.)

___"

are those birds, i feel?

excerpt three?

"The past is gone forever and will never ever ever ever return. That moment when I wrote that, GONE. Oh my lord. WE ARE MOVING SO FAST. Moments, seconds, instants. And we work for hours. Look up. Look down. Smell the cloth and the ground. Grab nature. Feel the world. Live rightttt, NOW. And now. And now too. And don’t think about living so much. Just live. And allow life to play it’s game. Try and have fun with it always and keep your body happy. Because this means nothing, and that can mean anything, which I am pretty sure means everything.

And with that, you are free. AHHHH, LIBERATION. Oh okay, yes, please.

This feelin’ good yet? It will. Just say so. Wow, wow, you have so much power. Power to do good and beautiful, beautiful things. The moment is short, so stay in it and remember it, capture it.

Capture it by snapping a shot, writing a note, closing your eyes, feeling, listening, talking, laughing, BEING.

Just be.

It is easy and actually quite exciting. Life has curve-balls, a fucking lot of them. They’re coming. So get a ridiculously large and wide bat and make it wooden or tin, so you can hit them so hard and far they will make a ridiculous noise and you will feel so absurd with the large bat, you might just laugh.


And that is beautiful. You can do this. Have fun.

My tea bag says “be patient. Things will soon be back to normal”

Well I am not very patient, and I don’t have a fucking CLUE what normal is.

So I drank my tea and tossed the bag."

The government makes me want to

YAK.


ALL OVER THE PEOPLE WHO RUN ITS' FACES.

stay away from the law. stay away from this country.


i was having an experience, so i wrote some things.

new excerpt!

“you have taken everything from me. Everything exterior. You have stripped me of my outer embellishments and you have total control over my placement.

Yet you have left me with, me, and just me and that of which is within me. You will never, ever, ever, be able to take, define, understand, or know ANYTHING about who I am inside. You cannot take ANYTHING FROM WITHIN myself.

YOU ARE COMPLETELY POWERLESS OVER MY INTERIOR MEANING.

And with that, I am content, because the inner-most-self is the only thing that matters in this world. This world of madness and absurdity.”

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extracted of all my external distractions and being left with just I, you have encouraged me to look deeply, deeply within. I see the utmost beauty and magnificence shinning, FLAMING within me.
Oh my god, you motherfuckers, have planted a seed within I, that will grow into something that towers so beautifully high over you head. Yet I will be no where near you.


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I am new. I see people and I see the crying boy within the tough big police officer. I see the burning flame within the young girl, and I see the dormant soul within the father of three. I see what lies within people. Because the external is temporary, unreal, and able to be taken away. The truth is what is within.

_


Seriously, lets work together, be one, stop trying to be the best, and just be happy.

Well I will. See you at the top."

the concious vanguard?

shittttttt, "Lazy" a bonus track from David Byrne's grown backwards.


boinging and spriffing and din-din-din-dinging and CUT.


well, it just came on, but listen. (i love contraptions!!!!)




and i've got this goin...(first excerpt of first development...stayyyyyyy tUned.)

Speaking of pretty, lets talk about people. EYES. Look into them. Do you see circles? Or depth? Or black holes? Do you see meaning? Maybe you just see eyes and a face. What is in the focus of your sight? Well let’s talk about what you feel. Look, then feel. Do you feel connected when you look in my eyes? Do you feel the flame burning within you being fueled?

I do. When I look into some people’s eyes, I haven’t quite figured out why it is this way with some, but when I do, I feel my internal and eternal flame strengthening, and it feels

Amazing.

Lets talk about this eternal/internal flame. What’s that now? I believe it to be, well, picture a flame. Fire. It is within you, and it begins burning from the moment you are conceived. Your flame has been lit. In anything you do and all things you do, the most important thing over it all, is to keep that flame burning, and keep fueling your inner spark.

This flame is your spirit. It is what makes you, you. It is why you laugh at what you laugh at and why you yell the things you yell and why you get close to those of whom you get close to.

Keep your flame burning. DO all you need to fuel it. AND IF IT GOES OUT, if you feel down so far down and so defeated, become aware of this.

Then, look up.